Sometimes I wonder why
I’ve had so much drama I could’ve died
All from my choices made and issues that underlie
Sometimes I wonder why
I’ve had so much drama I could’ve died
All from my choices made and issues that underlie
But now I’m not living under lies that I suffered by
And I’ve still not learnt how to stomach pride
But by now I should be due some good karma, shouldn’t I?
I look at life, it don’t look as bright as the summer sky
But there’s no sun at night, no lullaby can nullify
I need to be with a girl where my temper wouldn’t fly
Being loyal while she was fucking some other guy
Or should I say some other guys
Crooked lies, I was took for ride
Abusive rules and I would abide
She looked and spied while I stood and cried
I was lost so everybody stood aside
And watched, cos all they could do was look and sigh
While I’d give it another try, and another try, and another try, and another try
I Look at life and nothing’s nice
These yutes cut and slice
Me and my YG had some big plans for his rap ting
Feds wrapped him, then he was put inside
I got a fuckery mind
If you looked inside, you would run and hide
Got a bad past so I duck and slide
Not many people in which I would confide
Am I insane, I’m undecided
Thinking about the stuff that I did
Mental health never could be guided
I need to give it my undivided
I didn’t have a bad upbringing
My dad and Mum provided
And still it was dad and son divided
But the pain’s never subsided
Need help work, no self worth, it’s like hell on earth
And it’s getting worse, then it’s getting worse
Never went to church
Am I forever cursed?
Sometimes I wonder why
I’ve had so much drama I could’ve died
All from my choices made and issues that underlie
But now I’m not living under lies that I suffered by
And I’ve still not learnt how to stomach pride
But by now I should be due some good karma, shouldn’t I?
I look at life, it don’t look as bright as the summer sky
But there’s no sun at night, no lullaby can nullify
Sometimes I wonder why
I’ve had so much drama I could’ve died
I Look at life, it don’t look as bright as the summer sky
But there’s no sun at night, no lullaby can nullify
Written as a way to cope with his struggles with anxiety and isolation, the latest from Kami-O is loaded with bright, potent dubstep. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 14, 2022
A tribute to the artist’s late grandfather, “Biren” vibrates with palpitating rhythms and hushed, mysterious melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 26, 2021
