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Don't Care
03:58
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I don’t care
I’m nowhere
Reached my brink hence how much weed I link,
Fingers covered in green I stink, leaves to leave these eyes pink,
When I blaze it seems I blink, in a daydream meanwhile sink in a dark daze and it’s dark days and it can’t change you can’t rewrite ink
FML, that’s dead as well,
Recently I’ve fell in hell
But I’m all good you could never tell,
Yeah I’m bless, yet a mess, yet I tell em yes
I’m never stressed you could never guess
I should get my head assessed,
I should go to doctors
To watch them tick loads of boxes
My head has took loads of boxes
I was out for scraps on road like foxes,
Used to be mad obnoxious
Talking paradoxes
Yeah we were bad as toddlers
Now all my man are monsters
Minds fucked and it wonders off, and it ponders about shit like stabbing nonces
If I said how I feel I’d get mad responses,
Used to get loads of cash from sponsors and I’ve done massive concerts...
Fuck it pass me a can of fosters
Nah I don’t care
So far I’m nowhere
Ca life’s no fair
But I wouldn’t do something stupid because I don’t dare
So scared
Life’s so weird
Don’t even go there
Because I don’t care
Mental health declining, on the edge I’m climbing
Living in hell the shining, never can help the timing
but I’m never whining, that’s my temper smiling,
Now you’ve fucked it, I’m a addicted to violence
Always dip from the sirens sometimes sit in the dark and listen to silence
Wish I could live in asylum
Look and I listen for guidance
Looking on different horizons
Live around slithering pythons
When I see red I’m not me, I’m not Luke I’m not youth I’m not V - that’s my top 3
I’m a different person entirely, think twice about trying me, smack guys for being bad guys oh the irony, I shouldn’t keep a diary,
Keep a mental note
Of everything I’ve ever wrote
And I never gloat
No matter how many have said I’m GOAT,
Still think I’ll end up broke,
They treat us like peasant folk,
It’s like I forever choke,
Keep it to myself and I’ve never spoke
And I’m drowning in debt
Heaps and mounds of regret,
Behind on payments, I’ve got so much on I’m bound to forget,
Need a debt management plan,
But it’s credit damaging and I’d rather do a vanishing act, fuck, a balancing act
I’ll never see my balance intact
Neither’s gunna have an impact,
I need a plan and strategy fast,
Actually I can sit back and wait till I’ve got a massive big stack
then pay it all off in one my payment
Please try tell me it’s not enslavement
Too many people lost on the pavement,
Think some imaginary god will save em
Nah I don’t care
So far I’m nowhere
Ca life’s no fair
But I wouldn’t do something stupid because I don’t dare
So scared
Life’s so weird
Don’t even go there
Because I don’t care
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Wonder
04:08
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Sometimes I wonder why
I’ve had so much drama I could’ve died
All from my choices made and issues that underlie
Sometimes I wonder why
I’ve had so much drama I could’ve died
All from my choices made and issues that underlie
But now I’m not living under lies that I suffered by
And I’ve still not learnt how to stomach pride
But by now I should be due some good karma, shouldn’t I?
I look at life, it don’t look as bright as the summer sky
But there’s no sun at night, no lullaby can nullify
I need to be with a girl where my temper wouldn’t fly
Being loyal while she was fucking some other guy
Or should I say some other guys
Crooked lies, I was took for ride
Abusive rules and I would abide
She looked and spied while I stood and cried
I was lost so everybody stood aside
And watched, cos all they could do was look and sigh
While I’d give it another try, and another try, and another try, and another try
I Look at life and nothing’s nice
These yutes cut and slice
Me and my YG had some big plans for his rap ting
Feds wrapped him, then he was put inside
I got a fuckery mind
If you looked inside, you would run and hide
Got a bad past so I duck and slide
Not many people in which I would confide
Am I insane, I’m undecided
Thinking about the stuff that I did
Mental health never could be guided
I need to give it my undivided
I didn’t have a bad upbringing
My dad and Mum provided
And still it was dad and son divided
But the pain’s never subsided
Need help work, no self worth, it’s like hell on earth
And it’s getting worse, then it’s getting worse
Never went to church
Am I forever cursed?
Sometimes I wonder why
I’ve had so much drama I could’ve died
All from my choices made and issues that underlie
But now I’m not living under lies that I suffered by
And I’ve still not learnt how to stomach pride
But by now I should be due some good karma, shouldn’t I?
I look at life, it don’t look as bright as the summer sky
But there’s no sun at night, no lullaby can nullify
Sometimes I wonder why
I’ve had so much drama I could’ve died
I Look at life, it don’t look as bright as the summer sky
But there’s no sun at night, no lullaby can nullify
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